let go or keep it ?

GOD .

i still cant believe what did i told Azri . or i was just being part of cliche ?

now the thing is , keep it eventhough i feel annoyed .or just if i am so feeling insecure of being so not me ?

the thing now is , did i really like him and take him for granted . or i am denying that i like him too , but i am just dont feeling like that ? though i feel in a fix right now .

the other thing is , i hav a lot of things to do in this future-few-years . i wanna go backpacking , meet new people , learn to be a better than i did before.

"this might seems ridiculous , but i wanna go backpacking if i had a chance".